Friday, June 02, 2006

feeling sentimental

god is amazing. He always make your life so interesting. Interesting sermon on Thursday night about the bread of life and course how rain from heaven is associated with that. I love is coz "rain is a blessing" just like "raine is a blessing" i want to be blessed and be a blessing to everyone around me. It brings me joy to see joy in others.
I hv small thoughts like being a nice wife and set up a home which is neat and organised,cooked good food for my husband and children. i am ready to be somebody's wife and god has granted me that. I kept thinking about how to take care of baby R and it daunted on me that i have to learn how to love my family as well. WEll just find that you can only focus oon giving love to only ONE and asked god strength for patience and strength and wisdom to demostrate love to my loves ones around me.
is encouraging when the word flows to you and u have your revelations. I wonder if you ever have feelings in the day or small whispers that the lord seemed to be talking to you. I wonder if that is my inner voice or voice frm the heaven.
pastor joshua said that you have to be obedient to the lord and to do that you need to listen.Listening , what an important skill. I must learn to listen with empathy and patience .
Tiredness has gotten to me and i am finding harder to get up for work . Well all in the state of mind and defintely that is overcomed once i started teaching.
3 weeks more before my term ends. it saddens me but yet i know there is something better
i will miss my colleagues whom have touched me in many ways--their helpfulness,kindness,fun-loving ness,gentlenss and the genuine touch in them which i wonder if i can find in my next work place. Terribly hope i have more time to interact with them.

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