Noon Thoughts

hi baby ron

things are definitely muuch better after i went thru tis week lessons.Not that bad after all. The new enviroment is definitely much organised and neater than the previous...people are more particular about neatness...so that forced me to become more organised as well. The people are great here and veyr helpful. On the whole, is still a good place to work at,asides frm management.So no worries about me...i will try my very best. You know we have made a peg between both of us that I will just put my plans on hold this phase till you graduate and work .Till then , we will then decide what is my next step.

Talking to u is great this morning but i feel i can still blog more to tell you abt what i am gg thru.I read an article today and it says how a couple can work as a team to balance family and work. It says you can choose to do part time and your husband will slog in a high paying job when your children are young.If not he can do a home based business while you are in a normal office 9-5 job. It also said that you have to define what a job means to you...issit for money,for passion or to make yourself feel useful..i think mine is more on the latter....as such i feel if you are really gg to work overseas, i seriously dun mind just doing a assistant teacher in some kindergardern.i need not be a climber...

it also said both must not be involved in a jon transistion ,job switch or rellocation at the same time. Therefore a couple should work out its goals and dreams and tries to compromise each other.What are our roles towards each other during these few years when your life is gg thru a major chnage....probably we can draw out clearer roles..

i always believe that god is leading you to somewhere. see how things have chnaged since two years back when you are not in CHrist and now you are reading his words, going church and trusting in his way for you. Many unbelievable things happen beyond our understanding and yet this is part of his greater plan for you.I think you are gg to do real great...believing that you will definitely earn much more money compared to HP times and that is a result of your bold move to make a change. For sure, you are making steps to improve your life and is definitely the right step to take. No matter where you land yourself,i still think it is a better life than HP :).So just try to look at things on the brighter side and be contented with what you have. A dissatisfied soul will foever be indulged in this excessive lamentations over the lack in his life. Let's not be it and continue to rejoice .

I am happy that you are making steps to make yourself occupied.I think you are a great cook too.i am such a lucky woman to ahve you:).....well loneliness is hard to bear ..i know ...call me when you feel like talking to someone or find your friends to go out....i guess my baby needs someone to take care of and be there for him..
it seemed like you are not very willing to teach your frens golf huh...next time i cannot count on you areadi...:)i am seriously thinking of picking up coz i want to do it with you....unless is such a boring game that it will trun me off badly

baby...things will be better in a few months time...when the picture is clearer..no use worrying and over anxious abt it becasuse you know what is there will happen and eventually you will face in a blink of an eye...so why not just adopt a more light hearted attitude and enjoy your present..

i guess is tough for you to be there alone without any emotional or spiritual support....i must admit that coming back to singapore do make me feel better,to be able to hang out with frens and be in a more unfamiliar enviroment....but rest assured, if is necessary , i will be willing to step out of my comfort zone and be a support to you whenever you need me.Love you